Saturday, May 20, 2006

another of my theories. i know that its super super random but look, the easiest and fastest way to physical beauty is PLASTIC SURGERY. its super ex but face it, it is fast and its effective. its painful to endure and painful to your wallet. it is hard work cause a few days after the surgery you have to follow strict instructions. but its still the easiest way.

about inner beauty, its achieved thru hard work and pain cause the human nature is selfish, evil, jealous of others and somewhat uncaring. if you want to have a big heart to be not jealous of ppl's achievements, caring and truly caring. to be able to rejoice and sympathise and empathise with people when they are sad, it is truly a big thing to achieve. some people, like counselers, somehow do it. cause of the hard work and pain they went thru. the training and the way they have to let go of their emotions whenever they counsel pple is no easy feat. the letting go of things does not come easily to people. they have gone thru alot. their EQ (emotional quoitent) is VERY high. they have the amazing ability to do what they know they have to do, unlike us, who basically slack the whole year except the exam periods.

today went to Ruimin's hse to do MEGA. yes i went there and slack and then STONED at the band room there. listen to alumni and band prac. then screamed at kexin and val to hurry up so we can go o the NJC funfair. then we bought stuff. then there was this screaming game thing. i saw my friend's name there : priscilla goh. so i called her and asked whether she was at NJC funfair. the only thing i got to say is " hi priss. you at NJC fu-" then she started screaming how she missed the chance to get into NJC IP and how much she likes NJC blablabla. at 20 times per min. CRAZY. then she was ranting about how she missed the biggest chance in her life and that she is stuck in RV IP. like whatever. then i was NICE and went to buy this NJC bear for her. planning to give her at class chalet. then anyway went back NY to play bball. we took a ride on kexin's dad car to get to the front gate of NY when we were outside NJC. nvm so lame. then we went there, didnt see a bball. so went to play piano. then i looked out and saw this vollyball there. so we CHOING AR. went there started 3-pointer-ing. anyway then anyhow shoot a bit. then so lan. then the NJC ppl saw us so lan, moved away. lol. yep then went home. to NOW. XD so HAPPY.
Music Is My Painkiller ; Sports Is My Ecstacy ; Psychology Is My Interest

some may ask : why psychology?

the answer is NOT that im psycho la. its that
i'm just interested in the way the human brain works and how the mind reacts and how to study for exams better by understanding the brain. yep. its pretty techinal. oh well...thats it for today.